CORE

by Mrs. Redwall

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1.
I’ve known you for so many years, ‘til now This makes it hard for me to bear Supported you whenever I could Gave me strength and fulfillment too By the time I get old I wanna be bright I don’t wanna realize that I’ve never tried This means to tell my truth, uncolored You’re still my friend in some ways By the time I get old I wanna be wise I don’t wanna realize that I’ve never tried I’m singin’ ohlalala for the times we’ve spent I’m singin’ ohlalala for the times we’ve spent It’s not that I don’t wanna talk, but my words are not safe in your heart It’s not that I don’t wanna feel, cause It’s the only thing that makes us real By the time I get old I wanna be a bit more grounded I don’t wanna realize that I’ve never tried I’m singin’ ohlalala for the times we’ve spent I’m singin’ ohlalala for the times we’ve spent I’m singin’ ohlalala for the times we’ve spent I’m singin’ ohlalala for the times we’ve spent
2.
contact 03:50
I haven’t been talking to you for years now Somehow I just forgot Tell me how long have you been waiting? Did you ever try to wake me up? I remember sitting around a fireplace Felt like being embraced by the whole worlds grace The air was drunk and free I felt it coming down on me Today I remember it all, everything I once called my own little world And when I grow old don’t wanna be bones and not be heard I haven’t been playing with you for ages Somehow I just forgot How much I enjoyed running Barefoot in the grass I remember sitting around a fireplace Felt like being embraced by the whole worlds grace The air was drunk and free I felt it coming down on me Today I remember it all, everything I once called my own little world And when I grow old don’t wanna be bones and not be heard
3.
thank u 03:33
Now that I came close to you and kissed you to the core I know I’m not into what you want me for I’m not into what you want me for Now that you came close to me, whispered in my ear I feel it’s not what I want to hear It’s not what I want to hear Now that you wrote to me, in sweet devoted notes Everything’s o.k. I thank you for who I’ve become For everything, for everything that lies within I see it’s not what you want me to read It’s not what you want me to read Now as I write these words and read them over once more I realize that maybe you are a gift to my core Everything’s o.k. I thank you for who I’ve become For everything, for everything that lies within Everything’s o.k. I thank you for who I’ve become For everything, for everything that lies within Everything’s o.k. I thank you for who I’ve become For everything, for everything that lies within Everything’s o.k. I thank you for who I’ve become For everything, for everything that lies within.
4.
soliloquy 03:24
I sat in silence and listened to what I could relate Me talking to myself, oh I couldn’t figure what weight Was heavy on my shoulders squeezing in my lungs For quite a time I must have been perfectly numb Promises given were taken away over night I’m not dependant on what you need to make this right So tell me is there something I can relate to Is there something I can relate to? The beast screams out louder when you hit the right point Tell me will you have the strength this time Not to depend on what you usually need? Then we will be walking together on that beast Promises given were taken away over night I’m not dependant on what you need to make this right So tell me is there something I can relate to Is there something I can relate to? Promises given were taken away over night I’m not dependant on what you need to make this right So tell me is there something I can relate to Is there something I can relate to? When you’re not really trying to...
5.
balloon 03:42
Stop knocking I’m not coming down I’m like a balloon drifting in the air, I’m sound Stop knocking no I’m not coming down I’m like a balloon floating in the air I’m grounded, now I saw the darkness grow inside me a heart of stone, felt like an overdose Time went too fast and I guess I walked too slow But I’m catching up, I’m catching up right now Stop knocking I’m not coming down Until I see the perfect spot to put my feet back onto the ground Stop knocking no I’m not coming down I’m like a balloon, floating in the air I’m grounded, now I nearly saw you die inside, it was like my heart was stabbed Had no place I wanted to go Time went too fast and I guess I walked to slow Uh, I’m not coming down, Until I see the perfect spot in my mind to put my feet back on to the ground Uh, I’m not coming down, Until I feel it’s the right place to put my feet back on to the ground Oh, when I come down People will say she came down with a chattering sound Had her feet right back on the ground Uh, when this is done, My feet will put their roots back in this ground You can be sure I’ll wear a big crown on my own ground Call it whatever I want to call it whatever you want it to
6.
into your 4 04:29
I can’t imagine a better companion For the first ride I had on this horse that was unknown to me I felt at home with you deep inside my bones, where veins and heart meet Just protecting myself so it won’t take me over Now I know, why I had to bang myself on the wall the other night You reminded me how it should feel Didn’t expect that it really exists I felt at home with you deep inside my bones, where veins and heart meet Just protecting myself so it won’t take me over It’s a rough storm before you reach the blizzards eye They say what I felt is a biochemical reaction? Maybe I’m just painting my world once more That’s o.k! No I’m not afraid of life no more As cummings said: “ Yes is a pleasant country” No, I’m not afraid of life no more, I’m into your FOUR A ride to hell is not what I’m aiming for, but if so Hope it’s with you Cause I felt at home with you deep inside my bones, where veins and heart meet Just protecting myself so it won’t take me over
7.
When the fire burns I’m back home When it’s gone I’m off somewhere to a hidden place, I don’t know I don’t know But when the fire’s on I’m back home, I’m back home I lit this candle a long time ago for a reason I didn’t know Slowly I start to realize what for, slowly it opens the door To secrets I longed for to answers I’d been searching for So the future depends on what I do today, my present is shaped by what I did and I’m trying hard to keep up with all the answers you came up with. So the future depends on what I do today, my present is shaped by what I did and I’m trying hard to keep up with all the answers you came up with. Keep on, keep on, you voices in a universe that produced me Breed, breed for no other purpose. Take it to another extreme. It’s you, you and me.
8.
my water 04:10
My Water runs fluently, silently Runs down the drain if you fold your hands My waters are deep (uninvestigated), but known to me They reach secrets I didn’t expect (surprisingly) My waters are to me, the biggest gift that I’ve received They scare me and at the same time love me My water is everything to me My water gives monsters and heroes a home Friends and enemies are known Sometimes I lose myself in it, how many am I? That’s the question I speak in silent evenings My waters are colorful, unsurpassed and strong They run silently, deep inside in strong streams I never question them anymore My water can be poison and love itself Depending on what premises I serve Still it’s so unknown to me ‘Cause deep and profound a stream is growing in me I know it runs home without questioning time Although my awareness grows, I hope every day So maybe you can see, my waters run deeply Don’t you judge me ‘Cause maybe your water runs through me.
9.
We sat on a wooden square table He asked me if I’d kiss him right now And while our minds were connecting, I couldn’t hide That something in that very moment wasn’t willing to try In that very moment it didn’t feel right Without a moment of silence, I asked what he was trying to find out ‘Cause something in me was sure, that in that very moment He must have felt that a kiss, that a kiss, wasn’t what it was about Wasn’t what it was about He wrote me a message that he was sorry ‘Cause he thought that he talked too much And that of course the next time we’d meet he’d listen more ‘Cause he was interested to know much more about me And I wrote it was how it was, how it was, how it must have been And I thought to myself, that maybe yes He was not really listening that evening That maybe I was not really opening deep down in my heart While our minds were connecting and fishing out all the ideas and fantasies, were kings and queens living in a castle far away from reality.
10.
on it n' off 03:47
The wind was blowing, I did not notice what mess I was in It feel like falling, free falling, somewhere in a cushion of snow at spring Can’t remember what I thought, what I said These days can’t remember what woman I was Every time I fall, every time I fall a little bit smoother Every time I fall, every time I fall a little bit smoother Can’t remember what I thought, what I said These days can’t remember what woman I was I’m reaching out for what you would call a bend, a turn A change, something healthy and real Nothing’s gonna stop me, not even your policemen on a string I’m on it, I’m on it, I’m on it and off, I’m gonna show my real stuff, what I Got give, Who I am, what I deserve Every time I fall, every time I fall a little bit smoother Every time I fall, every time I fall a little bit smoother
11.
ponyrun 02:35
When the sun shines I can hardly see through my eyes When the wind blows I can hardly breathe through my nose ‘Cause this pony is no slowmo and that’s what it’s all about, this pony is no slowmo and what it’s all about I’ll ride this pony my whole life, it’s like flying over the earth And gathering lost treasures, in places known only to myself When the sun shines I can hardly see through my eyes When the wind blows I can hardly breathe through my nose ‘Cause this pony is no slowmo and that’s what it’s all about, this pony is no slowmo and what it’s all about I see it all, it looks so great but there’s something unreal about it all And I think to myself, oh sometimes I think What if you’d find out, what if you’d find out That on this pony I find the key, I find the key ‘Cause this pony is no slowmo and that’s what it’s all about, this pony is no slowmo and that’s what it’s all about ‘Cause this pony is no slowmo and that’s what it’s all about, this pony is no slowmo and that’s what it’s all about

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released January 28, 2012

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Mrs. Redwall Zurich, Switzerland

Mrs. Redwall travelled, then moved to Siberia where she lived in a small so called „house box“ until one day she found herself waking up on top of the Ixtaccihuatl.

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